A Teen in Search of her Calling

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My Liberation

It would seem that my affection for my best friend Dane has finally died.  I suppose one could say it is sad but on the contrary I feel free.&nbs... read more

Posted 4 months ago - 2 comments

Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes

Lately I have been trying to keep a prayer journal.  (Yes, laugh if you want but it's important to me!)  In the little book I keep it in the... read more

Posted 4 months ago - 4 comments

The Darker and Angry Side of My Heart

I feel angry towards myself.  That I have let my affection become in many ways obsessive.  That I say that I am glad he is happy, but don't ... read more

Posted 4 months ago - 2 comments

A Forgotten Truth

I rub moisturizer into my skin Brush on foundation Dot certain spots with concealer Blush on my cheeks to seem ever roseier Coat eyelashes with ma... read more

Posted 4 months ago - 1 comment

Gosh I Hate this Situation

I am currently talking to Dane right now and first he asked me if I liked anybody and then he asked me how I was and I said fine.  So he says, " ... read more

Posted 5 months ago - 5 comments

My love and hate relationship with A Walk to Remember

Ok, so I just finished watching a walk to remember with my best friend Kat and it is seirously like the only movie that can make me cry.  I hate ... read more

Posted 5 months ago - 7 comments

A Breath

The inanimate feel time steal away When Luna withdraws to habitual darkness Dampness steadily seeps from grainy soil Leaves find the faintest trac... read more

Posted 5 months ago - 1 comment

A Tune from the Mind, Soul, and Heart

I dreamed of you Of the soft blue eyes That at times offer the greatest sympathy That remind me someone cares   A face that is humble Yet I... read more

Posted 5 months ago - 1 comment

The Medium of Man

  The walls are ridiculously thin at my cabin in Pollock Pines, partially the reason why my family doesn’t let me sing up there. &n... read more

Posted 5 months ago - 0 comments

Rainbow from Broken Glass

A Picasso amongst the standardI was mocked and criticized for refusingTo let the 'norm' define meStill I cringed under cruel remarksAnd wept in bitter... read more

Posted 5 months ago - 1 comment

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