Recent Entries
My Liberation
It would seem that my affection for my best friend Dane has finally died. I suppose one could say it is sad but on the contrary I feel free.&nbs... read more
Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes
Lately I have been trying to keep a prayer journal. (Yes, laugh if you want but it's important to me!) In the little book I keep it in the... read more
The Darker and Angry Side of My Heart
I feel angry towards myself. That I have let my affection become in many ways obsessive. That I say that I am glad he is happy, but don't ... read more
A Forgotten Truth
I rub moisturizer into my skin Brush on foundation Dot certain spots with concealer Blush on my cheeks to seem ever roseier Coat eyelashes with ma... read more
Gosh I Hate this Situation
I am currently talking to Dane right now and first he asked me if I liked anybody and then he asked me how I was and I said fine. So he says, " ... read more
My love and hate relationship with A Walk to Remember
Ok, so I just finished watching a walk to remember with my best friend Kat and it is seirously like the only movie that can make me cry. I hate ... read more
A Breath
The inanimate feel time steal away When Luna withdraws to habitual darkness Dampness steadily seeps from grainy soil Leaves find the faintest trac... read more
A Tune from the Mind, Soul, and Heart
I dreamed of you Of the soft blue eyes That at times offer the greatest sympathy That remind me someone cares A face that is humble Yet I... read more
The Medium of Man
The walls are ridiculously thin at my cabin in Pollock Pines, partially the reason why my family doesn’t let me sing up there. &n... read more
Rainbow from Broken Glass
A Picasso amongst the standardI was mocked and criticized for refusingTo let the 'norm' define meStill I cringed under cruel remarksAnd wept in bitter... read more









